shrines
anti-shrines
im kind of embarrassed and ashamed of my shrines because i feel like they arent very good, even though i have a really deep passion for the things i talk about. because im autistic and neurodivergent and all that stuff i have this expectation to uphold for myself that i have to know everything about my intrests and need to be a walking encyclopedia for the things i like. but i dont know everything about them and theres a lot of people out there that know a lot more than me. for the past few years (im writing this in 2026) ive had pretty consistant brain fog, attention issues, hearing issues, vision issues, and ive really just like. gotten less smart. i still can learn and i still want to learn but its a completely different experience for me than it was when i was younger. so im just left with this feeling like im an imposter, and i dont really share or talk about things i like anymore. so im pushing myself past that fear and im sharing the things i like here even if it makes me look stupid or something. because i like them and i had a fun time making it. love u guys
